No one talks about waking each day
Just wishing the hours would drift away.
Waiting for night, for the quiet alone,
Where I face the feelings, I’ve never shown.
Sometimes no one does me wrong,
Yet my chest feels heavy all day long.
The cycle spins, I can’t repair,
Haunted by memories that fill the air.
I’m screaming inside for someone to hear,
Afraid of love yet craving it near.
I run from hands that try to hold,
Scared they’ll vanish like yours — so cold.
How do I tell the one I miss
Her silence feels like an abyss?
The hand I’d reach for isn’t there,
Just fading warmth and autumn air.
A kid in body, grown in mind,
I’ve seen the things I can’t rewind.
You were the calm when storms began,
Then disappeared — just because you can.
A sister’s job is love, to stay,
But you walked out and lost your way.
You left no note, no last goodbye,
Just echoes where you used to lie.
I stay in darkness, safe, unseen,
Where silence keeps my conscience clean.
The world outside turns gold and red,
But autumn chills replace what bled.
Half a second — that’s all it takes,
To lose the bond your heart still aches.
One day you’re here, the next you’re gone,
And I’m still trying to move on.
I sleep too much yet never rest,
Your ghost still lingers in my chest.
Not for dreams — for peace I plead,
For quiet where my soul can breathe.
Love’s a choice made every day,
But yours for me just slipped away.
The dance we shared has lost its song,
Two haunted hearts that don’t belong.
The loss of you still cuts the most,
My favorite soul, my haunting ghost.
Your silence shouts inside my head,
It stirs the ashes of words unsaid.
I try to heal, to find the light,
But gray keeps swallowing the night.
I want the pain to finally cease,
To trade this ache for simple peace.
And though I’m tired, I still remain,
Through falling leaves and steady rain.
One day I’ll rise, the weight undone—
And haunt no more the things you’ve done.
